Lots and lots

And lots of
Love
Excitement
Frustration
Impatience
Abuse
Patience
Boredom

Switching schools was a bad decision from the start. I don't really remember why I originally did it in the first place. Ah well, I'm going to Spain, expect to hear about that. I finally have a partner in dance again, it's kind of the best thing ever.
I don't understand why girls tolerate so much pushing around. I recognise the trait in myself and I'm not happy. There's just no one out there really quite as good of a fit though in every other respect. I'm also playing the waiting game, have you played that before? I'm investing my time, interest, and multiple energies into something that I can only hope will pay off by the time I'm age of majority. If it turns out it was all for nothing, then prepare for me to delve into complete anonymity as I will have killed someone. I'm only partially joking, really. Love hurts.

Earlier in September we went to BC again and I have decided that I am going to get into wine. It has always intrigued me. One of my first entries was about wine and the film "Sideways". I watched the film again recently and found that it wasn't really as much about wine as I thought, but the fact that it is such a catalyst for change in people is intriguing. People can be red wine people or white wine people. I have yet to find out which I am; as of current, I can't really stand the taste of either. Although maybe I haven't found the right wine. Kind of a catch-22, really.
Either way, it seems like an interesting thing to get into, and with the help of a book called "The Art and Science of Wine" maybe I will be able to create some fine, fine wine.
If anything, you can say you heard it first from me and you used to read my blog before I was famous.
Forever,
N
PS, I have a formspring now. formspring.me/neenochka