I don't even know why I'm so happy, but it's still a good thing.

Went to my friend's llama farm for a party, and my time was spent about evenly between playing Rock Band (surprisingly not lame), going on the trampoline, and laughing.. Most fun I've have with friends in a long time.
I feel this sudden immense rush of calm pulsating inside of me; maybe it's apathy to the outside world, maybe it's a pacifier that makes everything feel alright, but whatever it is I am enjoying it, and I am curious to see what people will see in my eyes in this present state.
It's almost as if I am in a constant state of waking up, I am almost drowsy but still aware of everything, nothing is really stirring me up too much. What's this sudden glow I feel?
Every year the winter months just seem to pass quietly, everything is blurred into one winter, one blank planet, one cold wind, and some silent snowy nights. But when things warm up, it always feels like it's my first time seeing everything bloom and chirp and what have you. My walks are always awe-filled, touching the leaves drenched in the sticky sweat of coming out from hibernation, looking at the sunsets so suddenly filled with emotion as compared to the cold-hearted pastels of a wintry sky.
This year is really no different in that respect, but I just thought it'd be worth taking note of for my 2 and a half readers.
Does anyone else feel like this?
Forever,
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