Thursday, December 4, 2008

Still in silence.


Today I was ill. Something like a cold, I'm sure, but I was homebound. Spent the day reading On The Road, listening to music, and wiping my nose. Once I got tired of reading, listening to music, or wiping my nose, I took a delicious nap. The most terrible thing of all is the stupour I am in as of awakening. I woke up and the sun was and still is descending, the clouds turning darker blue by the minute. It was really uncomfortable. I still feel shifty.. this twilight has brought me into a sudden hyper-reality, a rush of focus and clarity that is unnerving. Everything seems like so much more!
My life is slowly changing..
-N