Sickie.

Hmmmm. Seems like everyone's getting sick these days. Hang in there! Slept for about 14 hours today, it was a very good idea to stay home.
It seems like now is the time that I need to start figuring out what to do with "real life". Is it wrong that I am more excited than confused? Sure, the confusion is there, but I'm trying not to let that rule my life. I once read that the easiest way to stay safe when you are alone and lost is to look and act like you know what you're doing and where you're going. I believe this was supposed to be in relation to not getting raped on the street, but I think it more than applies to this and many other situations.
I almost got run over by some blonde 20something in her car 2 weeks ago, my green, her red light whilst turning left onto a 2-way road whilst going over 80km/h.. It makes me think someone is indeed watching over me, because I fell. Not because I was hit, or I tripped, but something pushed me down. I lit a candle and hope that all the people whom I care about have someone or something watching over them.
Forever,
N

Lots and lots

And lots of
Love
Excitement
Frustration
Impatience
Abuse
Patience
Boredom

Switching schools was a bad decision from the start. I don't really remember why I originally did it in the first place. Ah well, I'm going to Spain, expect to hear about that. I finally have a partner in dance again, it's kind of the best thing ever.
I don't understand why girls tolerate so much pushing around. I recognise the trait in myself and I'm not happy. There's just no one out there really quite as good of a fit though in every other respect. I'm also playing the waiting game, have you played that before? I'm investing my time, interest, and multiple energies into something that I can only hope will pay off by the time I'm age of majority. If it turns out it was all for nothing, then prepare for me to delve into complete anonymity as I will have killed someone. I'm only partially joking, really. Love hurts.

Earlier in September we went to BC again and I have decided that I am going to get into wine. It has always intrigued me. One of my first entries was about wine and the film "Sideways". I watched the film again recently and found that it wasn't really as much about wine as I thought, but the fact that it is such a catalyst for change in people is intriguing. People can be red wine people or white wine people. I have yet to find out which I am; as of current, I can't really stand the taste of either. Although maybe I haven't found the right wine. Kind of a catch-22, really.
Either way, it seems like an interesting thing to get into, and with the help of a book called "The Art and Science of Wine" maybe I will be able to create some fine, fine wine.
If anything, you can say you heard it first from me and you used to read my blog before I was famous.
Forever,
N
PS, I have a formspring now. formspring.me/neenochka