I'm Good, Thanks.

Wow. Things have changed for me. But that's okay, I'm still the same.
I remember my last form of communication with my non-existent readers was on July 8, and since then more than a month has passed. After embarking on a week's holiday in one of the most heavenly of palaces (in my opinion), I had apparently found my first infatuation. It was painful. I had contortions at times. And my mind was stuck in one spot like a sticky zipper. I got over it in about a week or two, though, and I met my boyfriend.
I wish everyone could know how wonderful it feels to have someone besides your family who sees some good qualities in you, and tells you so. I feel like being nice to everyone in the world after such an occasion, because my day just gets so filled with air that all restraints seem to float away with gravity.
But those days when I am alone I am not unused to it, I just tend to hurt a bit more than before.
To that certain You out there:
I know You will never read this. Ever. But it's still worth turning my thoughts into physical characters.
We haven't known each other for long, but I feel like I have been near You for longer. I'm struggling for words here, and I don't want to sound like I'm suffocating You. I have to say, you are my best friend and more. I really hope You and I can know each other for a very long time. I think You will leave an impact on me, if and when You leave. I hope the same for You, even if it isn't for the better. We still won't forget each other, will we? I'll try not to, in any event. Just keep Your arms open to me later in life and we can reminisce. I want You to not regret any of Your memories involving me. That's all I can really put out there at this moment. I really hope we can watch the stars together sometime, I'm really looking forward to it.
XOX,
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